i hate this feeling!!!!! but i enjoy it...

may be he is my 1st luv....
tpi napa dy g pernah nyadar...
knapa jga aq baru nyadarin prasaan ini...
saat smua udah mau brakhir..
welll
un tinggal 41 hari lg...
that means cuma tinggal 41 hari lg aq bkal sama2 dy d wktu normal....

yah....
aq nyadar kalo dy tu jenis cowo yg pasif....
yg susah dideketin....
tlaluu ganaa gtuuu

tpii
its really2 d 1st time that i fell this feeling...
i hate my self 4 loving him this deep....
i hate him 4 not realizing my feeling....
i hate my mind b'coz i am such an idiot in managing this feeling.....


gmana jadinaaaa???
must i tell him d truth???
or must i keep this feeling 4 ever by my self without let him 2 know...???

yeah time is running out....
n i stil dont have no idea how 2 face it.....
but one thing that i'm really sure,,,
i hate this feeling...