untuk seorang guru terbaik bernama bu en....

2 tahun berlalu sudah,,,, bersamamu waktu tak terasa.....
tak dapat ku goreskan kata2 perpisahan....
tak sanggup ku katakan selamat tinggal...
karna masih ada hari esok untuk dirimu dan diriku....

tak sempat ku balas jasamu....
tak cukup terima kasihku untukmu....
tak sanggup ku balas ketulusanmu....
hanya bisa kuteladani...
jiwamu yang ikhlas dalam mendidikku....

tak semua guru sepertimu....
mengajarkan kami tentang hidup dan elemen2 didalamnx...
memebangun semangat dan mental kami bersamanx...
mendorong kami tuk capai yang tertinggi....

tanpamu.....
otak kami akan terasa hampa......
tak terisi kata2mu, ilmumu dan cinta kasihmu,,,,

bu en...
kaulah guru terbaik yg pernah kutemui....
guru tertulus yg pernah kukenal....
guru pertama yang bisa mengerti murid2x...
yg tdak malu mengakui kesalhannx...
yg ktulusannx tdk akan pernah bisa ditandingi siapapun..

hanya 2 tahun memang waktu ku bersamamu......
tapi air mata ini meleleh jika ku ingat akan meninggalkanmu....
tanpa melihat wajahmu setiap rabu sabtu....
tak dapat terbayang luluh lantahnya jiwaku....

bu en....
sikapmu tak dapat kurangkai dengan kata2...
profesionalitasmu tak sanggup tuk ku goreskan dg pena.....
ketulusanmu tak dapat kugambar dengan kata....

hanya kaulah guru terbaik yg pernah kukenal....
bu en....
i'm gonna mizz u sooo

i dont know whats goin on...

I don't know what's going on
I am so up close to you
I don't know what's going on
I don't know what's going on
I am so confused by you
I don't know what's going on
No don't say anymore
To me at all
To me at all
No don't say more
To me at all
To me at all
I am so in love with you...
with you... with you...
I am so in love with you...
With you... with you...
I don't know what's going on
I am so in deep with you
I don't know what's going on
I don't know what's going on
I am so disturbed by you
No don't say anymore
To me at all
To me at all
No don't say more
To me at all
To me at all
I am so in love with...
You!

we'll never b in love...(eventhough we r lovers)

he wants so much to please me she always does it right
he wants so much to please me all day and every night
he doesn't read the stars
he has no time for fate
he doesn't see the signs
he has no time to wait
he is trying to be the one for me
Trying to be enough for me
he is trying to be the one for me
Trying to be in touch
he is trying to be the one for me
Trying to be enough for me
he is trying to be the one for me
Trying to be in love
I want so much to need him I never turn away
I want so much to need him all night and every day
I never read the stars
I have no time for fate
I never see the signs
I have no time to wait
I am trying to be the one for him
Trying to be enough for him
I am trying to be the one for him
Trying to be in touch
I am trying to be the one for him
Trying to be enough for him
I am trying to be the one for him
Trying to be in love
We want so much to have this we hold each other tight
Yeah we want so much to have this always and everytime
But we don't need to read the stars
We don't need the time for fate
We don't need to see the signs
To know it's all too late
he will never be the one for me
he will never be enough
he will never be the one for me
we will never be in touch
I will never be the one for him
I will never be enough
I will never be the one for him
We will never be in love
We will never be in love
We will never be
In love

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We're both looking for something
That we've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide

Looking at you,holding my breath,
For once in my life,I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,letting you inside.

I'm feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says
For the first time
Well maybe I'm wrong,
But I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight
Like being in love
Can feel for the first time

The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes

Looking at you,
Holding my breath,
For once in my life
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
Letting you inside.

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

We're crashing
Into the unknown
We're lost in this
But it feels like home

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love can feel for the first time

Like being in love he said for the first time
Like being in love can feel for the first time

untitled..

seems my own arrogance has knocked me off my feet again
when you know I'm crawling to you as fast as I can
first teach me to walk and then I'll learn to dance for you like an
honest clumsy clown
tripping along the way

cause I'm reaching for you
but my arms aren't long enough
and I'm running to you
if I could go a little faster
and I'm crying to you
but I can't hear my own voice
and I am waiting for you
and trying not to fall asleep now

cause I'm clumsily dancing away this fear
I'm stumbling closer to you and I am
tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you

what are you thinking as you look down on me are you
frustrated with my inconsistency
or intrigued that I can find the will to get back up or
maybe all of this is simply amusing

cause I'm reaching for you
but my arms aren't long enough
and I'm running to you
if I could go a little faster
and I'm crying to you
but I can't hear my own voice
I am waiting for you
and trying not to fall asleep now

cause I'm clumsily dancing away this fear
I'm stumbling closer to you and I'm
tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you
cause I'm clumsily dancing away this fear
I'm stumbling closer to you and I'm
tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool

and I'm clumsily dancing away this fear
I'm stumbling closer to you and I'm
tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you

puisi dadakan

td gw dskul ngebahas soal b. ind pra un taon kmareeenn...
tw g...
ad puisi yg okeh bgt...
gni puisina(sori klo salah2 dikit)

yang mawar.....
yang duri....
yang sayap....
yang bumi...
yan pisau...
yang nancap,,,,,
yang dekap.....


yah...
ngenaaa bgtttt....
g smua yg terlihat baik untuk kita itu yg tbaik bwt kita,,,,
n terkadang jga yg kliatannx gmaanaaa gtuuuu adalah yg tbaik bwat qt....
all it sees is not all it seems....
makana dont u ever judge someone from d 1st impression, b'coz u need d 2nd 1st impression......
yahhh..
hidup punya rahasianya sendiriii, thadap org2 yg hiudup ddalamnya.....
so hati2 mnilai hdup bserta elemen2x...

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sejujurnya gw g tw mo nulis apaa.....
habisna pulang skul gw diseret si novie k warnet ni....
pdahal lgi bokek2na niii (oiiii jgn lpaa bayariin yahhh)....
habisnaaaa tw2 dwit jalan guru yg mo verifikasi k pkanbaruu nmbahhhh
]jd 100 rbuu..
untung aj td gw bw dwit lbhhhh kloo g.. mesti nyari utangan deeh.. ;p...

sumpaaahh gw bete bgt ni hariii
bentaaarr.....
weeeeh...
ad lagu gie...
;p gw sukaaaaaaa

hehehe
back 2 d topic.......
gw lg bosen bgt ni hariii
bwaanx ngantuukkk
pengen tiduuuurrrr
gtw knapa gw makin hari makin males sakulaaa
pdahal dah kls 3 ....
hwehwehwe
;p mo jadiii apa ni anak.....

ngomong2 masa depaaannn.....
doakan gw lulus um ugm yaaah...
klo bsa sii l;ulus usm itb jgaa
hwehwehwe
;p maruuukk

yahh itb laaa...
kampus impian gw,,,,
walopun masi complicated mo milih antara stei ato fti bwt jd pil 1...
yg pntingg dpet ITB.....

betewe,,,,
gw g nyangka bgt.,,,,,
gw lulus pra un...
hwehwehwe
alhamdulillah......
pdahal gw g da blajar sma skaaliiii
pulang rmah langsung tiduur,,,,
mana minggu tu LIVERPOOL v INTER lagiii
sayang dunk dilewatiiinnn...
mungkin dsaat org2 blajar gw malah nontonn bole...
:p hwehwehwe....
pdahal dr awal gw dah pasrah mo lulus ato g....

n d result...
b. indo ; 9.80 (berkat permen2 yg mnenangkan gw wktu ujiaannn)
b. ing ; 9.40
mtk ; 7.50 pdahal kenya gw mantep bgt wktu ujian mtk, tpiii mlah dpet sginiii ;(

kimia : 8.25
biologi ; 6.25 sumpaah keajaiban bgt
fisika : 4.50 pdahaaal gw twbak dpet 4.25 hehehehe untung lulusss.....


pokokna pra un k2 gw bakal blajar,,,,,,
mo ngebandingin nilai klo gw blajar ato g blajar...
hehhee

curhat....

tak terbantahkan....
biar cuma aq yg merasakan.....
tapi tak terbantahkan....

meski tak pernah terbalaskan...
ku tetap menunggu dalam diamku...
menunggunya tuk hadir di mimpiku.....

terlalu pedih memang,,,,
jika smua terlambat tuk disadari..
jika smua terlanjur termakan waktu...
jika smua terlanjur berada di hati.....

tak pernah ku ingin kau tahu apa yg ku rasa...
tak pernah ku ingin kau terima yg ku mau...
tak pernah kuinginkan kau jadi milikku....

tapi jgn pernah salahkan hatiq atas rasa ini,,,,
jgn pernah salahkan batinq yg pendam smuanya sendiri...
jgn pernah salahkan diriq yg korbankan sgalax utukmu....
jgn pernah salahkan aq karna pernah cintaimu.....

dostet darum...
aishiteru,,,
wo ai ni,,,,
jika cinta memang hanya butuh ucapan...
mungkin tlah kumiliki dirimu....
tapi cinta bukan sekedar kata,,,
yg berlalu sesaat setelah dipuja....

dan waktuq jga smakin berlalu...
tpi perahuq juga masih tertambat kepadamu...
ingin ucapkan slamat tinggal...
sbelum ini jadi luka yg dalam...
berbekas di hatiku,,,,

sooo confused.......

lusa dy dah ujian usm....
tpi q g brani bwt ngomong "good luck" ato "wish u all d best" ato "i'm crossing my finger 4 u.."
yahhh.....
i'm so desperate w/ him my be....
bahkan utk ngomong sesuatu yg 'normal' aj susaaah....
yahhh....
come on....
keep this feeling....
jgn sampai dy tau,.,,
tggl 38 hari lgi....
n qt bkal pisah slamana....
come on....
jgn sampe dy tau klo aq pnya prasaan kaya gtu ma dy.........
come on....

hmmmm gmanaa yaaa???

wellll.. usm itb daerah mulai sabtu besok......
aq emang g ikut sii..
cuma d rmah ada spupu ma tmnx yg nginep,,,
gmna yaaaa......
hmmm.....
kira2 peta psaingan usm tpusat besok???
welll... klo d liat2 tmenx spuupq itu pinter jgaaa,,,,
ok laaa,,,,,
gmana y??? dy pinter bgt....
hehehe,,,
i have a tendency 2 have a crush w/ smart boy....
jgn2....
hehehe
sepertinaaa....
hmmmm......
gmana y??

ALLAHU AKBAR!!!

1) New York City memiliki 11 huruf.
2) Afghanistan memiliki 11 huruf.
3) Ramsin Yuseb ( terroris yangmenyerang twin tower pada 1993 )memiliki 11 huruf.
4) George W Bush memiliki 11 huruf.
5) Twin tower membentuk angka 11.

Mungkin itu sebuah kebetulan, tetapicoba lihat :
1) New York adalah negara bagian ke 11
2) Pesawat pertama yang menabrak TwinTower memiliki nomor penerbangan 11.
3) Pesawat itu mengangkut 92 penumpang,9+2 = 11.
4) Pesawat 1 lagi yang menabrak TwinTower mengangkut 65 penumpang, 6+5= 11.
5) Tragedi itu terjadi pada 11September, 9/11, 9+1+1 = 116) Tanggalnya sama dengan pelayanandarurat Amerika yaitu 911, 9+1+1 = 11.

Masih kebetulan? baca ini lagi untukmembangkitkan pemikiran km :
1) Kejadian ini adalah kecelakaanpesawat ke 254, 2+5+4 = 11.
2) September 11 adalah hari ke 254 dlmtahun itu, 2+5+4 = 11.3) Pemboman Madrid terjadi pada tgl3/11/2004, 3+1+1+2+4 = 11.

Masih kebetulan, Nah sekarang adalahbukti yang paling mantap :
The most recognized symbol for the US,after theStars & Stripes, is the Eagle.
Thefollowing verseis taken from the Quran, the Islamicholy book:
"For it is written that a son of Arabiawould awaken a fearsome Eagle. Thewrath of the Eagle would be feltthroughout the lands of Allah andlo, while some of the people trembledin despair still more rejoiced: forthe wrath of the Eagle cleansed thelands of Allah and there was peace."That verse is number 9.11 of the Quran.

Masih tidak percaya? Silakan coba yangini, akan membuat bulumu berdiri :
Buka Microsoft Word dan lakukan sepertiyang dibawah :
1. Ketik Q33 NY, ini adalah nomorpenerbangan pesawat pertama yangmenabrak Twin Towers.
2. Highlight/Terangkan Q33 NY.
3. Ganti ukuran Font menjadi 48.
4. Ganti jenis Font menjadi WINGDINGS 1
APA YANG KAMU LIHAT ????
ALLAHU AKBAR!!!

krisis kpercayaan dirii niiiiii

waduuuu
bsa g driquw tembus itb???
bsa g spmb dpet jwaban bener skitar 60%???
sumpaaah
g pede niii,,,
dulu wktu sm 1 aq tiap malem blajar bwt spmb....
pelajarin soal tiap hari sampe jam2 maleeem
skrg???
dah sminggu ni aq g nyentuh buku soal...
mana pra un katana d sumbar cuma 10% yg lulus,,,,
d pdg cuma 20% yg lulus....
brarti sukseslah driquw g lulus praun1(walopun hsilna blom kluar)
g da blajar sam skalii siii

walopun tmn2 dah pd nyemangatiin....
aplg siska yg sampe ngatain"sep, asep tu pinter, paling pinter dsn klo mnurut siska, siska yakin kalo asep bner2 blajar, g akan ad yg bisa ngalahin. asep tu cma g bsyukur aj dgn kmampuan asep. asep pnter mat. pnter b. ing. kan dah jd modal bwt spmb. coba siska jd asep"....
thx bgt sis. thx bgt nis. thx bgt teh... bwt supportx....

i'll try my best,,,,
even it's the last thing that i can do......
i'll give everything 2 passed ITB!!!!
ya allah, brikanlah kkuatann,,,,,
spaya q bsa survive

masa depan?!?!?!(makin dipikir makin pusiing)

gilaaa...
spmb ato usm ato um ugm???/
sumpaahh makiin pusing....
masalhna cuma 1....
langkah slanjutnx bakal nentuin jalan hidup qt stelah ni..sumpaaah skarang ni aq lg down bgt. lg krisis kpercayaan diri....
pdahal tdna udah mantep bgt
aq HARUS KE ITB TEKNIK KIMIA!!!!!
tpiii
itu sii skedar pikiran subjektif aj....
cuma mikirin keniginan aj, tnpa mikirin resiko.....
bole dibilang... aq g siap gagal, g siap klo ntar g lulus d ITB....
duluna sii g ad kpikiran ngambil slain itb...
tpii
skrg q malah mo ikut um ugm, pengen ngambil t.kim. sekedar bwt jaga2 aj....
rada psimis nyoba spmb... aplg birokrasi d negara ni makin mnjadi2, ada 41 univrsits yg g mo ikut2an spmb.....
blom lg knyataan un yg parah bgt d lapangan....
ya allah...
takut niii
krisis kpercayaan diri...
g pd bwt ngambil itb + t. kimia
passing grade ttinggi gtuuuu
takuuut g luluusss
takut g dpet itb.......

ya allah....
luluskan lah driquw d usm itb jrusan t.kim

i hate this feeling!!!!! but i enjoy it...

may be he is my 1st luv....
tpi napa dy g pernah nyadar...
knapa jga aq baru nyadarin prasaan ini...
saat smua udah mau brakhir..
welll
un tinggal 41 hari lg...
that means cuma tinggal 41 hari lg aq bkal sama2 dy d wktu normal....

yah....
aq nyadar kalo dy tu jenis cowo yg pasif....
yg susah dideketin....
tlaluu ganaa gtuuu

tpii
its really2 d 1st time that i fell this feeling...
i hate my self 4 loving him this deep....
i hate him 4 not realizing my feeling....
i hate my mind b'coz i am such an idiot in managing this feeling.....


gmana jadinaaaa???
must i tell him d truth???
or must i keep this feeling 4 ever by my self without let him 2 know...???

yeah time is running out....
n i stil dont have no idea how 2 face it.....
but one thing that i'm really sure,,,
i hate this feeling...

senen TO fisikaaa

waduuuh....
knapa sii sjak jaman dahulu kala aq g prnah suka fisikaaa???
wong wktu pra un aj ktiduran waktu ujiaan,,,
bsok gmana nii to nyaaaa???
god...
help me,,,,,,

undian lc......

weqzz prenn,,,,
undian LC.....
gilaaaaa
liverpool v arsenal.... klo bole jujur bakal susah menangnx...
klopun mnang harus lwan jwara dr ptandingan MU v Roma....
yg kenya bakal dimenangin MU,,,,
weqzzz...
kenya jwara bakal kliatan drsana tuuu

yg enak si chelshit yg cuma nglawan fenerbache,,,,
barca jga lwayan cma nglawan schalke....


pokoknaaaa....
LIVERPOOL IS THE BEST!!!
COME ON REDS!

pra un!!!

weqz....
hari ptama....
gilaaaaa smalem g da blajar sma skaliii....
hehehe entah bloon ato g pduli ato mrasa pinter.....
masa bodolah ama pra un... toh cuma pra un, yg paling pnting kan spmb.....
moga2 jebol itb,,,, amiiieeen....

sebenerna pra un td asik sih.... b. indo ama mat.
b, indo bjalan dg lancar(dg bantuan permen2 tentunya... hehhe)
mat...
hmmm ada sih skitar 3 soal g kelar d kerjain....
soalna dah tlamjur janji ama"seseorang" bwt bantuin dy....
hehehe....
klo utk dy apa sii yg ga...
hehehe

sutralah...........
moga2 sisa ujian bsok slancar mat hari ni
amiieeen

my fs

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